Tuesday, October 13, 2015


¡Buen dia, cariño!

  I hope everything goes excellent for you at work today.

A loving kiss going your way.

Have a very good morning!

Te quiero. ♥

Monday, October 12, 2015


Nite, love!

Sending you a kiss to wish you a great night.

Sleep well, Jason.

See you tomorrow, handsome. ♥


I'm back!

How was your day?

My day has gone okay.  I kind of had a lot to do today.
I'm trying to get something similar to my old job so I can stay home with Ashton.

So hey... I wanted to talk to you about us, busy days, etc...

First of all, I would like to say thank you for keeping me updated last week on how busy you were.  I truly appreciated it.
It was helpful when it came to knowing when to say hi.

Because of how the weekend went, I feel like I should talk to you a little bit about me, how I do and take things here.

On Saturday I was a bit frustrated.  Let me explain why...

I woke up on Saturday morning and saw that you were going to be busy. 
I went about my morning.  Checked here and there for you to let me know when you were back so I could say hi. 
I saw that you came back so I wrote a post to say hello.

Then I saw you were pretty busy again, so I went back to my day. Gave you space to get things done. I came back later and noticed that you had been back shortly after.
That's when I got a little confused.

The part that got me a bit frustrated was the part where I didn't understand if I should post something or not.  You seemed extremely busy.

That's when perhaps I let my frustration get to me and I didn't handle things right.

The next morning I needed to get the kids ready to leave, but then they didn't leave at all.

I ended posting until 2:27 pm.  Then I saw that you were really busy.
I took down the post because I didn't think it was the right time to talk about the day before.  I figured I would just talk to you later.

So here is a little bit about how I do things...

When you are busy, I don't want to be in the way.  If I see you here, I say a brief hello but that's because I think you want to hear from me.  That's why now my weekday posts during the day are also a bit more simplified.

The affection on my posts...

 Sometimes it may come across a bit cheesy.  I'm not a cheesy person at all, Jason.  I mean cheesy is good, but not every day.  My kids don't even get cheesy affection. They receive love, and mostly in a form of action.
 I describe my affection a little more in detail here, because I don't ever want you to feel that I'm just typing a mindless post.

I hope that you don't ever feel like that's how I'm going to be in real life.  An overwhelming person that always needs to give or express too much love.

 I always hope that you know that when I talk to you, it's always with respect and love.

And the last thing I would like to mention...

I am not a person that gets frustrated and feels the need to reciprocate with angry silence.  If I stay away is because I'm seriously dealing with my emotions and need a little time to get things back in perspective and to know how to explain myself a little better when needed.

When it feels like I don't quite know how to put it all in words, you will see a little something that reflects an... I wish I were with you.  Because most days, when feeling overwhelmed... that's the one thing I wish for.

And then the next day (like today) you may see/hear an apology. I like to apologize, say I am sorry, when I feel that I didn't handle something the right way, or that I was unfair. 

I am not perfect, but I do try to be my best for the people I love and care about. 

Sorry this post is so long and super late.  But I felt like it was important to discuss these things.

Have a very good evening, my love!

Un beso. ♥


Let me talk to you in a bit.

I was going to post earlier but you seemed busy.  I'm just serving a little late dinner for the kids.

Be with you in a sec. ♥


Hey there...

How are things going for my handsome?

Hopefully having a great afternoon.  Sweet little kisses on that smile that makes my heart happy.

Have a great end of the working day!

Nos vemos en un rato, bebé. ♥



I'm just saying hi.

Sending you love, Jason.  I hope your morning is going good.

Te quiero mucho, mi amor. ♥


Morning, baby!

Jason, I'm very sorry about the weekend. Sometimes it's really hard to try to fit a decent explanation into a post while being mindful of what I'm posting. 

I just want to say that you mean so much to me.  More than I could ever express with words.  My heart has nothing but an immense love for you and that never changes.  Not even on the hard days.

I wish you a great Monday!

Un beso.

Te quiero con todo mi corazon. ♥

Sunday, October 11, 2015


Goodnight, Jason!

Please hold me tight in your dreams tonight.

I always send you kisses with love.  But tonight, I wish I could kiss you for real.

Goodnight my love! ♥


Good morning, Jason.

I am just waking up.  The kids are going out in the next little bit so I need to get some things done for them.

I'll talk to you some more in a bit.

I'll be right back. ♥

Saturday, October 10, 2015


Hi, Jason!

What are you up to this afternoon?

I'm still working on a couple of things at home.  The day seems to be going so fast.

We are making a homemade pizza for tonight.  We rented Avengers and that's our Saturday evening.

Did I tell you I finished that book The Mastery Of Love?  It's so good!
Definitely a great read.  Very inspiring and straight to the point.  Kind of left me feeling like that movie Dead Poets Society.  Very pumped to make some self improvement.

Anyways... I hope you are enjoying your Saturday.

Until I talk to you again... A kiss with much love. 

Have a great one, baby. ♥